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Musician, actor, INFP, longboarder, weirdo, freak, manic-depressive, photographer, poet ; call me what you will.

I'm Jay and here you will find things that come out of my head, I create or I relate to.

Bisexual Ravenclaw who is happily taken by a lovely Hufflepuff =). I'm always looking for people to talk to though. I don't get the opportunity to relate to many people very often.

I post a great many things including but not limited to: stream of consciousness posts, poetry, photos, quotes, graphics, updates on life as I see fit or feel need to make note of something, music, and (too many) reblogs.
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I admit I get jealous..

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Im not going to pretend that I don’t get jealous over the simple things because I do, I get jealous of the people who get to see you everyday, jealous of the people who get to hug you because for even a moment they are hugging my world. I get jealous and I try to pretend that I really don’t but truth be hold, when it comes down to it,I am the jealous type.

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I got out and skated today for the first time in awhile. I’m starting to get those pendy slides down and I made progress towards toeside standies ^^

I got out and skated today for the first time in awhile. I’m starting to get those pendy slides down and I made progress towards toeside standies ^^

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Tomorrow

I’m trying to focus on tomorrow because my mind is bringing me down as per usual. I can’t seem to get excited enough about tomorrow to get rid of my meh feeling though.

Tomorrow her and I are going to go see the Tall ships that are in town and I’m going to be testing the film SLR I received earlier this week. ^^

She has started looking at places we can go to see someone to make it so I’m in control again. So I may be getting treatment starting this summer at some point.

That should make my cousin happy. I told her about my unprovoked suicidal thoughts I had that one night and she seemed really genuinely worried about me.

I know I need help and everyone else who I’ve let in knows I need help…. why do I still not particularly want it?

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Time…

to clean up my tumblr and time to start making more original posts. I do too much to not be making original posts. I’ve just been lazy.

Small update on my life (well really quite significant to me), but my moodiness has been worse this year rather than better and I’ve started to get harmful to myself without being provoked and I’ve started developing what could be described as a manic stage. I’m really hesitant to go in for it though but I know I should. I know it takes a toll on those around me and myself and I don’t like being out of control like this has been making me.

Now on the brighter side I recently acquired a film slr camera. It will get its test run on Sunday when the tall ships are in town weather permitting. =)

I’m finally doing finishing touches on a few tracks I’ve been working on for forever and I would like to start uploading videos or recordings of me singing and/or playing guitar. I want better equipment though first because I know I’m doing well and then when I listen to the recording on the computer it sucks. That is what I get for only having a gaming headset. I hope to have better equipment by the end of summer though so we’ll see. ^^

I apologize for my lack of originality on tumblr lately and I am aspiring to start making original posts again.

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I need you so much closer..

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